Self As Source | Spirituality

Self As Source | Spirituality

๐Ÿ‘๏ธโ€๐Ÿ—จ๏ธ Double Role Recode: Stop Holding It Together While Depleted & Receive in Restoration

Here is your step-by-step practice + recoding scripts to release the wounded healer and 'hold it all together' survival roles that deplete and distort.

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Sep 17, 2025
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Welcome to our ๐Ÿ‘๏ธโ€๐Ÿ—จ๏ธ Deep-Dive Issue! This premium Source Signal issue builds upon our Self As Source issue here โ†’

๐ŸŒ“ Fall Equinox 2025 Energies โ€” How to Structure What Lasts As the World Falls Apart ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚

๐ŸŒ“ Fall Equinox 2025 Energies โ€” How to Structure What Lasts As the World Falls Apart ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚

Amaya Dinesa ๐Ÿ’œ
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Sep 17
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You're the one they lean on.
The one who keeps the threads from unraveling.

The one who heals, gives, supports, and serves โ€” even on those inevitable days when youโ€™re the one who needs holding.

But not this season.

This Equinox is not about managing more.
Itโ€™s about releasing what you were never meant to carry, and receiving what was always meant for you.

You donโ€™t have to collapse to be restored.
You donโ€™t have to walk away from your gifts to be free.
You simply no longer have to play a role that costs you more than it gives.

Letโ€™s begin the double recode.


The Roles That Are Ready to Fall Away

These two survival identities are dissolving now โ€” not to leave you bare, but to return you to truth.

The One Who Holds It All Together

The responsible one. The emotional backbone. The one who makes sure everything runs smoothly, even when itโ€™s running over you.

This role may have formed when control became the only safety. When holding others felt like the only way to keep everything together that you depend on to be okay.

  • What it gave you: Control, purpose, identity

  • What it cost you: Nourishment, surrender, authentic support

The Healer Who Never Receives

The giver. The space-holder. The one who holds wisdom, compassion, and power โ€” but feels guilt when needing help or ease.

This role formed when your value became defined by what you could offer, not what you could receive, or who you are when youโ€™re just being.

  • What it gave you: Respect, belonging, meaning

  • What it cost you: Rest, replenishment, unguarded joy

These roles are not failures. They are intelligent responses to a world that has mostly shown us distortion โ€” a world that asks for our diminishment and suppresses unbridled power or potency.

But you are not these roles.

You are Source.

And Source never needs to earn its right to exist, to rest, or to delight.


Reclaiming Authorship From the Role

You donโ€™t have to reject the old roles.
You donโ€™t have to fight them.

You simply withdraw your authorship.
You deactivate the old code.

And then, from restoration, you install new instructions โ€” ones built for overflow.

This 5-step Recode is a complete system reset, designed to land at the causal level.

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